Since it's almost that day

It is so bad to long for a passionate love? I don't want to settle for mediocre love. I don't want to be with a guy just to have someone.
Just to be a couple.
Just to be accepted by society.
Just to make people less uncomfortable that I'm 26 years old and without a husband.
Just to not be alone.
For the first time in forever, I'm ok. I'm ok with being single, with being free, and it's true, I do long to love someone and to be loved. But I've seen what poor choices, poor expectations, and less than smart decisions do to people.
Everyone is so desperate to have someone in their lives, that they settle for anything, and don't search for that love that will change their lives, that will inspire them to be better, that will make them feel, love, smile, cry, belong, jump, rest, be content and satisfied.
I wanna be swept off my feet, and for some reason now a days, that is too much to ask for. I wanna feel the butterflies I felt with my first crush, I wanna hold hands with someone for hours and that be enough.
I wanna feel like that love is what God intended for me to wait for. I don't wanna date around just to say I looked.
I don't wanna have to be with a guy just because I think I can't do better, or maybe it's the last chance I'll get or maybe because there's nothing better out there.
"I'm not a princess. This ain't a fairytale" <-- I don't wanna be with someone and feel that. I don't have to broken hearted to see that someone can feel like that line says, just because the relationship their in, is not what they had long for.
I know God will write my love story, and because he is gonna write it I know it will be what I want, because he created me this way and will give me what I long for. Because if anyone knows how to write the perfect love story and make you feel like a princess, it's Him.